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kimi ni aitakute ~_~

2006-07-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

(J-Pop) Gackt: Kimi ni Aitakute (I Miss You)
Composer: Gackt C.

Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute

Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii

Kono heya ni mada okiwasureta kimi no omokage wo sagashiteiru yo

Me wo tojireba ima mo kimi ga soba ni iru you na ki ga shite

Itsuka wa atarimae no you niWakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni

Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute

Wasureru koto nante dekiyashinai kara

Kimi ga mienakute nandomo kizutsuketa keredo

Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii

Deatta toki ni koi ni ochite omowazu kimi wo dakishimeteita

Sonna boku ni warainagara "baka ne" to karuku kisu shite

Daremo ga deai to wakare no naka de

Tashika na ai ni kizuiteiku

Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute

Hajimete kimi ni atta hoshizora no shita de

Kimi ni tsutaetai todokanai omoi demo

Boku no kokoro wa mada kimi wo sagashiteiru

Itsuka wa atarimae no you ni

Wakare ga kuru koto wakatteita no ni

Kimi ni aitakute dare yori mo aitakute

Wasureru koto nante dekiyashinai kara

Kimi no tame nara sou kimi no tame nara...

Mou ichido kono te wo tsunaide hoshii

Itusmo tsunaida te wa atatakakatta

I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
I don't want you to ever let go of my hand again

I forgot where I put it again
I'm looking for my memento of you
If I close my eyes, even now, I feel like you're near
I knew, as if it were natural
We'd part ways someday

I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
Because I could never forget you
I can't see you, and it hurts me so much
But I don't want you to ever let go of my hand

I fell in love the moment we first met, and without thinking I hugged you
While laughing at me, you called me silly and lightly kissed me...
Anyone would recognize certain love
In the midst of meetings and partings

I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
We first met under the starry sky
I want to tell you, even if my feelings aren't returned
My heart is still searching for you

I knew, as if it were natural
We'd part ways someday

I miss you, I miss you more than anyone
Because I could never forget you
If it's for you, yes, if it's for you...

I don't want you to ever let go of my hand
My hand was always warm in yours

thats how i feel right now....im missing leong terribly T___________T and this song expresses it well. Muaks to my gackt sama~

p/s: honestly..tis is the 1st time i missed sumbody tat much after my grandparents ;___; those who wanna noe this song..check out the video that i embedded in..d 2nd vid tat is *cries*

...../^-^\.....

2006-07-13T22:27:00.000+08:00

yay!!! tomorrow is my last day at H.I.S Travel (M) not tat im sad to leave (well sum of my colleagues) but im happy tat im leaving it for good. Working in there drains my "youth" energy away and i really mean it. THis oso explains why i dun blog for a long long time since the last entry. But my colleagues (Jamie, Mei Tze and Lan See) hehe they gave me a farewell gift of that!! *points to the pic on the right* hehe cute eh? looks like me isnt it? XP XP XP

Puppy2, Stacy and Mana's reactions would be:
"eeerr...u ah?!"

aiya..i syok sendiri oso cannot meh? anyway..thx a lot to them all..tho its such a short span of time we're together. I'll cherish it forever..their company...not the company ok. We ate McD for my uhh..soft farewell between us la..it was fun!! *hehe*

Anyway..i have reasons leaving the company. Mainly coz im entering UNISEL tis 28th and another reason is that i cant stand the company superiors! FZM (fei zhu mark..MT gave tis name to him XD) super kiam siap and kinda hentai jiji..most likely to be a bisexual..err..gayly..haiz..i dunno how to explain la. It kinda reminds me of Mr Phillip. Of the same err..species? Well enuf said..Y san oso is super uber stingy..and so does Mary..these are the ultimate KIAM SIAP TRICOMBO in the company! Im happy to leave it and RIco is leaving end of tis month as well. Leaving Meitze and Jamie in the CO. to uhh continue on with his crappy sneerings n blabberings. I pray for them to survive which im sure they will XD.

ANyways..my frens are entering Uni by now. Puppy 1 and Puppy 2 is in the same Uni (UM), Stacy..uh..she din get any uni like me..considering Biotech for UTAR in the next intake, Mana..same as my bro (UNITEN), Nicky (juz gotta noe about it) got into UTM, Edwin (UKM) and me? i'll be in UNISEL doing industrial biotech and leong? well he's still stuck in NS..but naik pangkat ady la..2 stars wor..which i dunno which rank it is. Still..im proud of him =^-^= afterall..he's muah hunny ma XD XD XD ahahaha~

BTW..i juz got back from my trip to sg for cosfest..and boy! it was the worst trip of all..more importantly i dun wanna talk about it at all!. I'll like to apologise to my mom and shaun for realeasing my anger towards them...PMS..uhh..din realise it =_="

back from a faraway land~

2006-05-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

well as you wished..im back to blogging in here (wat kinda eng is this?) anyways..not tat im too free or what..im juz waiting for my downloads to finish d/loading..so wat the heck..juz only remembered that i have a blog site and haven update it for ages!! =_="

anyway..wat happend today?? i finally realised that i have eating disorder (actually i realised it for quite sumtime but denied the fact)..not really aneroxia or bullimia..its juz some disorder which i dunno of..my symptoms?? i can eat..but after that..if i get any 2nd helpings..i'll throw up *bleargh* its not that i want to but..the feeling is very unbearable. Maybe its my post depression symptoms T_T *cries* i seriously cant eat much anymore like i used to. Worse is..my gums started to bleed at night!! Every morning..when i wake up to brush my teeth..i'll look as if i've turned into a Vampire..coz all the blood on my teeth and my lips T_T ahhh~~~~i really want a cure T_T

Im really sad that the fact that my BMI (as in Body Mass Index) is 16.1! tat means im seriously underweight =_= . Not that im happy about that althou i noe sum1 who's happy to be stick thin..im really sad!! add up more..my weight! 45kg (been maintaining this since 4 yrs ago except for NS) has dropped to 40.5kg!!! altogether 4.5kg weight lost!! *cries harder* and my waist (also maintained same since last 5 yrs) 26cm >>> 24 cm!! *uwahhh T_T ~~* i can't take it anymore.
I tried to eat more but its just that i really can't eat more!! i need supplements!! and i feel that im suffering from vitamins deficiency. Im so lethargic..anaemic..confused..and emotionally distressed *sigh~*

Besides that..Leong is going for NS!! same camp with me (Setiu Agro Resort terengganu).. *wtf!!! now only they send in his letter* *pissed* i have nothing to say but to support him..however..im juz too worried over his health ^~^ i can't help but to worry bout him..haiz..i hope i can take sum time to travel down to my old camp to see him..

anyway..i've sent in my application for UniSel in shah alam..gotta hope for the best ne~ =)

my downloads are still d/loading..i'll end it here for now

im back!!!!!!!! X)

2006-02-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

yay!! finally im back..as to getting hold of the computer..coz *cries* my mom..she closes her office, and she says we cannot touch anything from d office until its reopened haiz..talking about Feng Shui

anyway..reports of how i spent my CNY tis year

1st day

after the tea and angpau ceremony and stuffs...(b4 tat, sweet condiments to hav a sweet new year ahead) we headed off to the church for the CNY mass..as usual, prayers to the ancestors and blah blah blah~~then, we had lunch at Pizza Hut behind Jusco..so sien..i dun wanna eat pizza so i took speghetti instead. Then, we decided to catch a movie..Memoirs of a Geisha to be precise but where?? Leisure Mall or Times Sq. Dad wanna go LM coz its near..i wanna go TS coz its much more comfortable furthermore..u dun really get tat much of interuptions like i experienced in LM *kick and punch those noisemakers* It was quite a crowd when we reached there..but we got good seats at the back..5.40pm show..ok la. D movie was average..nothing much to brag about except for the Dance of the Capital..tis girl, sitting next to me was shocked to see Sayuri's geta is so high! higher than any platform shoes available here. Well culture shock to them but not to me *grins* After the movie, we ate Teppanyaki (my food came first for the 1st time) but i ate last *swt swt swt* then everybody heads home feeling tired but happy!! I think my parents are relieved coz i din coz any trouble tat day

2nd day

TOday, we travel down to Muar..to see my grandaunt and to enjoy there..but since my mom's new car is so HARD! its impossible for me to sleep moreover every1 sitting behind is squashing me! GAHHH!!!! then..tats the time my mood turns sour..we ate d Char Siew rice when we reached b4 heading to grandaunt's house..its so damn hot! *fanning furiously* so everybody sat on the floor at the house coz its much cooler and i love the floor *rabu rabu* Grandaunt is doing fine even tho there's been a death in the house *sounds like Emily Dickinson's poem huh?* well tis year..no angpau from tat family..*cries* aih..nvm,nvm. In the evening, mom went to her PRIMARY SCHOOL CLASSMATES REUNION DINNER *shocked* its true..and they hav been organizing it 4 3 years oredi..and the teachers? They're still alive and booming nyaa~~ ^~^ well, good for them. We went to Bentayan (my fav food centre in Muar) to eat d duck and prawn mee..but unfortunately, only d prawn mee stall is open..so we ordered..took about ½ and hour to get our plates of mee coz d auntie hav forgotten about it =_=;; for everybody's info..tat prawn mee and duck mee's stall is the most famous in Muar besides Otak-otak *drools* so..wait and wait..then we went to the Tanjung to stroll around..nice place and its getting better!! I ahem..took a chance to become "spotlight" for 1 couple..haha!! naughty of me =p wat to do? they're so cute >_< but when they stand..uh..the guy is about d same height as me..and the girl? U think about it nya! Later tat night..when we slept, dad's snoring is uh!! like a brass ochestra went bad..to add up d effect..d bed is uneven ( i dunno y?) later when mom joins in..she too joins in the "band" too tired i think..but i really had a bad sleep tat day..so be prepared for the consequenses 2mr morning

3rd day

lol!! like i've warned!! im in a super bad mood!! y?! because of all the above plus the hard cushioning in the car!! gahhh!!! X( no point..lil Chuin Yew came to wake me up coz im too hard to wake up after all the disturbance..in short..i din really hav my sleep tat night *so angry* so..as usual..bad mood for the whole day..but on our way back to KL (yes..we went down there for a night stay) we stopped by at the Tanjung again coz dad wanna show mom d new Tanjung..we had Muar rojak and ais kacang tanpa kacang for me. SOunds riddiculus nyaa XD then, we left Muar *bye bye water!!!*

on our way back..its so hot and there's a traffic jam!! where?the usual Senawang and Seremban area *pissed* i dunno y is it always like tat!! X( anyway, the jam in Senawang was caused by stupid driver's attention to a large chopper's flat tyre (d highway fellas were there) we're like wat the f***!!! all the jams for half an hour is juz to hav a look at the oversized motor??? Then..we reached to Seremban..again, i dunno how come this place can be congested coz i dun see much car exiting d exits and entering it..then, policeman were there. To direct the traffic! *shocked and speechless* wat the heck is tat for?? Everyone will be driving straight ahead without left or right turn!! so wats up with the traffic direct??? every1 went back home tired..uh~~we stopped by Petaling St to hav our dinner (totally opposite direction) coz mom wanna eat pig trotters..for CNY wor, we went there, i call my usual Wat TAn Hor *drools* and vege..din eat much coz d wat tan hor tat day was terrible!! (where's my usual wat tan hor ???!!!) after tat, we head home..took bath and sleep

4th day

today, i went out wif Swyish and Dreamer coz i promised Swyish tat i'll go out wif him..Dreamer came along coz its her burfday~~~ *omedettou!!* and nobody's there to celebrate wif her. We meet at Maluri LRT station, took the RM2 bus to KLCC coz i wanna go to Kinokuniya. We're like mad fan screaming over bishies and L'Arc~en~Ciel's album and stuffs!! XD XD XD *kyaa!!!* then, we hav our lunch at Genki Sushi..coz Dreamer likes it (birthday girl wat) We then went to Times Sq coz i cant find the manga tat i want in Kino..furthermore, Kino's book is much pricier than Borders..so there we went~~We bought tickets for My Kungfu Sweetheart b4 going into Borders..i lurv huge bookstores *luv luv* so there i bought 2 books of Ouran High Host CLub (vol 1 and 3..cant find 2 and 4) and i bought Yellow (vol. 2..cant find vol. 1) those who knew..u now Yellow is wat..ahahaha!!! XD XD XD we watched the movie..roam around there for a while and went back..by the RM2 bus coz we dun wanna waste anything..Swyish took the normal bus coz no point for him to stop at maluri and wait for another bus. Called dad to fetch us back home and tats it!

5th day

well, i've forgotten wat i din tat day..so lets skip tis day nyaa

6th day

again, i dunno wat i did..so skip!!

7th day

today is everybody's birthday!!! haiz..im so old ady T_T i went out wif Stacy (Amanda couldnt join us) to meet Kam Wai for movie in the afternoon..but since the tickets were not sold out, juz it cost RM16 per stub!! o_O heck no!! who wanna watch it so ex?! After Kam Wai treated us CHoc sundae from McD..we waited in puppy's shop for Hamtaro =_= aih~~Stacy is playing 2 timer ady *depressed* well..gotta support her decission..but im still worried about her nya. Then we met Hamtaro at 5.30..well, he's short!!! like pertumbuhan terbantut nyaa..or izzit all short guys are like tat?? Somehow, he reminds me of that Korean guy i met while working at Westin (FYI Chen Yee and Jing Weng din like him) oh!! his name is Jin..juz d surname la then..haiz tat evening was so stupid tat i dun wanna discuss it either..but later tat night, i hav tis cravin of going out for yumcha..called Edwin and Soo and Theen Yoong along, TY and Edwin couldnt make it d last minute..*shoot!* well, since i called Stacy along..might as well go out lor since she's out ady. Went to Rendavous in Tmn Billion to yumcha untill 12am..we came back. Mom called b4 tat asking whether i wanna join them for Loh Sang or not. How to loh sang wif them when im out? So i told her to leave sum for me after they loh but since i'll become soggy..mom left d whole item untouched for me to Loh Sang myself T_T

8th day

Tis time..i've forgotten where i went..but i knew tat i came back at night..dad is chasing me to Loh SAng..haiz..so after my bath, i put all the ingredients in order, mom told me to loh it on a table, so there i was..doing it all by myself *boohoohoo T_T* I ate up the food..watch movie and went to bed

9th day

today, i went out wif Stacy, for a job interview..suppose to meet her at 2pm wan, but late again..anyway, skip everything, went thru d interview..so cheong hei wan la tat lady boss. Its awhile for me but i think she's interrogating Stacy or sumthing coz i had to wait quite long..in the end, Stacy got the job and i dont coz i told them i want temporary jobs!! silly me..well..honesty (??) so on our way back..we met Jing Weng in PDI..she was measuring d tiles on the floor i suppose...and wat do u noe..she has the same shoe as Beng Fye..juz tat its pink instead of brown like his! ahaha!!!coincidence X) chatted a while b4 we went to KFC coz im starving!! Met my F4 and F5 add maths teacher!! ahem! Pn Norhayati..with her child! so big eyes u hav X) then we took a bus down to Times Sq coz i need to see Dion regarding the embroidary stuff..which in the end, came out to RM4000 ++ *faints* gahh!!! i dun hav tat much of money nyaa!!! *faints again @_@* Stacy's a lil boring at tat time, so she went to Puppy's shop..to wait for Hamtaro..haiz..i dun really like tat actually..then..all hell loose..i dun wanna talk detailed about it. But i went over to Stacy's house to pai lien wif her family..so pai seh coz din bring kam along. There, we hav a heart to heart talk about sum stuffs..eat, argue, do stupid things and then, her mom gave me a lift back home coz they're going out.

...Tsuzuku...

2006-01-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

yesterday..well..since i was online until 4 sumthing in d morning..generally, i'll get headache T_T in the morning. Well there i hav it..it gets worst with mom's driving skills when she took us out to eat lunch. Well, skip d day time story..lets get to d evening one. After i took a paracetamol and slept..until 8 sumthing i guess, I woke up to take my dinner and was looking forward to resume my sleep @_@ then Edwin texted me..asking whether im free enuf to go yumcha..eto..in GENTING HIGHLANDS lol!!!seriously! so i replied him saying tat im free and can go. I took a quick bath (not used to if i go out without bathing..for long distance/long period trips) and waited for him. While i waited for him (for quite sumtime) i watched Malaysia's Most Beautiful..i din watch d whole show coz they came around 10pm and d show is barely halfway thru..gah!!i missed it (i hope Dilla gets d title *prays*) anyway..i was introduced to Wai Hoe (i dunno how 2 spell his name) all from VI but i recognise him from Lingam's class in KLC la..wif another guy and Edwin was shocked tat i din notice him =p i oso dunno why ne..anyway, we went to Taman Desa to change car..met wif another 2 more Victorians..Ai Ling and uh..how to spell his name..well its pronounced as Yazoo (lets put tis name ok?)

He drove us up to Genting Highlands (juz to yumcha!) *shocked* well..ok ler when he drove but judging on d state im in..i got very dizzy everytime he does d corners @_@ on the way up, Wai Hoe cracked up sum jokes and well in directly brings up the happy air in d car nyaa..so funny!! XD XD but most of the jokes are IQ questions la..sum with jawapan bodoh =_=;; well..

We reached to d top at 12am..juz nice..Yazoo parked at d Genting Resort lobby and we alighted, walks to Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf..to yumcha. I ordered Pure CHoc frappuchino..so cold!! Actually i wanted to order a cup of Hot Choc but Wai Hoe tell me tat all of us are ordering ice blended..so ah! well..there goes my hot cuppa T_T We sat outside of d shop coz Yazoo says tat no point we come up to Genting Highlands to yumcha and sit inside of d shop. So all 5 of us sat outside freezing ourselves while enjoyin our "hot" drinks XD we talked about our jobs, Edwin's job, Ai Ling's job, Yazoo's ponteng period and Wai Hoe's clubbing time..and oso mine la..talked about anything tat goes into our mind..Then we talked about students in SMK Cheras..movies (horror movies to b precise) and ahem..ghost encounters..and stuffs la *its oredi midnight* in short, we spent our time then talking and laughing loudly (Wai Hoe only..eto..maybe guys la) then..checked out 1 hot couple kakaka!!! XD

We took leave about 3am in the morning..wif everyone in the car tired and satisfied (wats not to be satisfy but to come all the way to Genting to yumcha?!) i slept thruout d journey down waking up occasionally becuz of bumps d car experienced. FYI, everyone in the car except for me hav work 2day..and all of them except Edwin starts work at 9am and Edwin (school hours..6am ler) i dunno how they manage la but Wai Hoe is planning not to go to work ady whereas Edwin got no choice..coz he's teaching. Ai Ling..oso hav2 work..We reached Ai Ling's house exactly 4am..Wai Hoe took his rest (more like he doesnt wanna move ady) they we talked again for a while..till 4.30 i think and we took off cz Ai Ling wanna retire ady (dun wanna disturb her ler). Wai Hoe took us back..we talked again in d car la and he's trying 2 get me a job in Maxis Centre ( i hope i'll get it)

well, its nearly 5 when i reach back home..so, cleared my table and stick my table's cover..then im off to bed =_=

nearing CNY!!!! XD XD XD

2006-01-26T00:45:00.000+08:00

ohhh CNY is nearing *red indian dance* haha!! so happy!!! XD at last, i managed to get all my CNY garments *yay!* well wat to do..i only shop for clothes once a year ^~^ haiz coz im so poor (but rich enuf to make cosplay costume nya..) anyway, i've received 2 gud news and 1 bad news today.

Lets start wif d gud news: firstly, im going 2 singapore!! *dances* for CNY *throws confetti* secondly..im gonna visit my great great grand auntie "i repeat its GREAT GREAT GRAND AUNTIE" o_O'' its hard to believe it at first but its _______ (i cant find a word to describe my feelings) to noe tat i've got such Great x2 relatives muahaha!!! XD but its nice to noe tat she's alive and booming. Well, d bad news is tat haiz im happy going 2 singapore for CNY but i got no money to spend T_T so sad..to realise tat i can get so many cosplay stuff from there T_T well, gud things must come wif a kesan nyaa. I cant expect it to be honey all the time right?? *nods*

today, i went shopping again o_O" (again??!! yes again..well almost everyday if any1 notice it) *swt swt swt* haiz..got nothing to do at home wat..sumore im broke ady (still can go shopping *swt*) anyway, i din go without reasons like i used to. I went tis time to get my contacts and to get another shirt for CNY (mom says tat 1 is not enuf wor..) so ok ler..i managed to get a RM19.90 shirt which i paid RM19 (and puppy paid for d remaining one) im so clueless nya..thx for forking out d extra nya B-kun *hugs* then..walk, walk, walk d whole day emm..juz walking and browsing lor..shops to shops. Till now, which i juz realised, there are lots of cloths in my opinion is not for human to wear! Either d designers are a total tasteless or d customers are err..dumb. Why i said this is..i think its not my taste and furthermore..d designs are horrible and not for human wear *speechless* seafood taste i think..haiz.. ^~^ well..i've nothing more to write down except oh! i've forgotten! Uncle scolded me today for not remembering my brakes..which i feel like they dun exist in d car at all *swt swt swt* nyaa..*-* *makes note in mind to remember d brakes*

so..to everyone tat reads my blog (only a handful of u out there) a very HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD XD XD *esp to nii-chan and Shaun..sorry i din send any cards*

puppy!!! nice going out with u..but dun be like an auntie nya =p

shocked, speechless, still shocked and speechless

2006-01-23T21:48:00.000+08:00

when heaven and earth reunites, it means hari kiamat to me..tats wat happen when i receive the news tat him and her..are going out!!! *shocked* whoa~~of all ppl!! can u imagine it??i suspected him when B-kun told me about it but not her!! its like a total mismatch! but then again...this proves love is either blind or greed..^~^ haizz..i oso dunno ady to think about it..imagine a holy and pious priest and ahem...her!! ROFL i am really still in d state of shock!and seriously, its more shocking then d Sept 11th's incident.. ^~^

but put tat aside..i've bought all my CNY clothings ady yay!! *throws confetti* left my socks. Planning to get d buy 3 pairs for RM10 ones..see la.Bought a rugged pants (for RM89.90)which send my puppy to "eyahh!!" and a green *unbelievable" t-shirt with a bunny skull logo (RM25) hehe XD. Stacy took quite a long time to get her boots..a lil regreted y she din bought d ones in Sg Wang b4 coming over to Times Sq..but i think d boots in TS is better than those in SW because of d heels..are sturdier and broader than those in SG (like lidi sticks only!) Amanda still couldnt find her boots (no size ady T_T) and her skirt..coz Stacy's piano teacher called her up to tell her to go back home for class (which we left immediately)..but it was a fun day X3 going out with frens and not alone like all these while (only for 1 day la) all in all..Amanda bought sum t-shirts, Stacy bought a white cardigan and boots and i bought a t-shirt and a pants..and now im really broke!! gahh!!!!!!!!!! X( X( X(

im a bad driver @_@ Amen..

2006-01-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday(ahem..tis?) morning's driving lesson is very dizzy..y?coz i dun understand a single thing d uncle says..kinda like drive according to my instinct..but i love d part..changing gear leval..so fun! X3 but haiz..i always forgotten about d brakes..uncle scolded me for tat few times ady T^T uhh..so sorry *bows* But parking is..ok ler..can manage it..3 point turn ah? The car manage to sei foh 2 times while i did it and once nearly bang onto sumthing in front ^-^;; *swt swt swt* haiz..my driving really sucks la..i dunno whether i can sit 4 d test later or not *cries* one of my bad habit is to doze off while driving! o_O" i can do tat..done it several times ady T_T luckily uncle is helping me to steer..to tell u d truth, i can sleep wif my eye open o_O""

*prays hard* "kami sama!!! onegai~~tasukete nyaa~~ T_T

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Later in d morning..gotta go to school to take my trial results coz somehow, i dunno whether i receive my trial results or not =_=;; this is for KDU..FORENSIC SCIENCE STUDY and later go to Regent Hotel for and interview at d Regent Gold Club for admin and customer service job *prays hard again* i hope tat i'll get it T^T later go Watsons to buy hair dye for mom, and visit d bad mood Swiysh ^~^ Y la is he in such a bad mood??? maybe drop by at puppy's shop gua

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B4 tat..i've received a grave news..my uncle had oredi passed away T_T well..he died peacefully in his sleep. Mummy is crying *hugs mummy* well..anyway..even tho im not close with him..my mom is darn close with them..like real bro and sis. I think my mom cant terima hakikat/tamparan altho my uncle's own family members are more distraught from it ^~^ so lets pray for him

Our Father,

In Heaven,

Hallow be Thy name,

Thy Kingdom come,

Thy Will be done

On earth as in Heaven,

Give us this day,

Our daily bread,

And forgive those who've sinned against us,

Do not bring us into the test,

But deliver us from evil,

Hail Mary,

Full of grace,

The Lord is with you,

Blessed art Thou amongst women,

And blessed is the fruit of Thy womb, Jesus,

Holy Mary Mother of God,

Pray for us sinners,

Now and at the hour of our death,

Amen.

Lord Jesus, our Redeemer, You willingly gave Yourself up to death so that all people might be saved and pass from death into a new life. Listen to our prayers; look with love on Your people who mourn and pray for their dead brother. Lord Jesus, You alone are holy and compassionate; forgive our brother his.
By dying You opened the gates of life for those who believe in You; do not let Your brother be parted from You, but by Your glorious power give him light, joy, and peace in heaven where You live for ever and ever. Amen.

tomorrow..toki doki

2006-01-15T23:18:00.000+08:00

captain: prebet!! manuvuere ship toward point DS 145.59
prebet: youkaishimasu taichou!!

*ship's not moving..*

prebet: .........
captain: ..... wats going on?!! i need answers prebet
prebet: .........*shyly* eto..i dunno how to manuvuere d ship *swt swt swt*
captain: *speechless* wat??!!! our ship is being attack!!!! *pissed*
prebet: ....still hav other ship members wat..
captain: *nerves protruding* X(
prebet: .....

.............................................wat to do???~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ T_T T_T

dreams..Love is so blind

2006-01-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

tis dream im talking about is not about d success dream..its dreams tat u get when u sleep..i always have dreams..nightmares and sweet dreams..anything!! Why am i talking about tis? Coz recently i've been having about d same dream..over and over again..sorta sweet dream la..but 1 of it turned out to be a nightmare

Sweet dream..tats a secret for me to noe and for u to find out kekeke XD d nightmare was..gahh!!! actually it was not really tat horrible la..juz tat i got a shock tat i woke up..sweating..u wanna noe??huhuhu~~~ ^~^ its about my puppies..well u see..i got this dream..they were introducing their GFs to me (afterall im their tuan wat..) so..A-kun's is ok la..but B-kun's GF..ahem...is uh..very HUGE..u noe wat i mean..i mean B-kun is stick thin but when i met his GF (cant really see her face ^~^) i got a shock of my life o_O" i think tat dream was sumhow influenced by my trip to Genting coz i saw d same couple there..boy is thin and girl is hem..well big sized and tat girl is sitting on his lap. Not tat i mind but it makes me think tat love really is blind...somehow, after tat dream, i remembered about a case where there's this filthy rich and very fat guy who falls in love with a beautiful uprising actress..because of his size, he couldnt make her his..so he attempted to rape her to make her his..but then...malang tidak berbau. Due to his body size and weight compared to d actress' he crushed her to death with his weight o_O" few broken ribs which puntured her lungs..broken arms and legs..pelvic bone oso if im not mistaken. The guy?? Wat happen to him? I oso dunno ady coz i dun remember tat much =p

But this is not d oddest couple tat i've seen..i mean 1 big and 1 small (like buying toto numbers =_=;;) somehow...love manage to blossom between this couple..d guy is 1 head shorter than his girl o_O haha!! i met them in form 5..actually walked past them la..then it makes me wonder. If they wanna kiss..how ah? ^-^; holding hands is a different thing..but anyhow..LOVE IS BLIND and tat makes d world a wonderful place isnt it? hahaha =) but yesterday, i spotted tis couple..d guy..is so cute tat i was tempted to pinch his cheeks!!his style is like Linkin Park's vocalist *squeels* but i forgotten his name T_T and his gurl..same height wif him..but her face looks a lil sulky..i dunno y nya??

Anyway, back to my puppy, B-kun..kawaii so..*pats pats* i hope he finds sumbody he likes..eto..if u get 1 big one oso i wont be so shocking ady..=p nyaa..i wish i can find sum1 too T_T to bully and hug kakaka!!!!! XD

my New Year's resolution at last!!!!!

2006-01-15T13:51:00.000+08:00

okay..i din promise i'll write about my resolution tis yr..coz i dun hav 1..but i promised B-kun tat i'll write one when i return from Genting..ehem..last week..so here goes

1. finish up Sora. Yzak and Sendai Aka no Ou's costume and plan for d next
2. get a lucrative job (to fund my expenses huhuhuh~~~)
3. help out as many ppl as possible (not in d sense of cash/monetary donations)
4. learn japanese or french
5. wipe out the entire population of termites in my room and house!!! X(
6. get a new cupboard
7. get a full length standing/non-standing mirror (coz mirrors in d house has been have been wiped out T_T)
8. find sumore PUPPIES and BISHIES!!!! X3 X3 X3
9. uhh..can i grow taller anymore?? *jump jump*
10. hmm..get a bf? ^~^ if got fate then got la..see la..haiz..no use punya resolution =_=;
11. buy more books!!!!!
12. change my handphone?

secara kesimpulannya..my resolution tis yr needs lots of cash $$$ *ka ching ka ching*

..... =p

2006-01-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

nothing much happen today. I din wanna write here actually if i got nothing to say..but aihz~~wat the heck! juz filling up spaces in d byte spaces in d web..

hmm..i woke up..VERY LATE around 1 afternoon, uh..switched on my phone (i turn my phone off when i retire to bed at night) receive er..15 messeges mostly from Flizzardo, Chui Ting and from Maxis to inform me tat i hav 10 missed calls =p (all from Flizzardo) replied him..dilly dally around for a while..coz im still not fully awake =_=~~ yet. Got a call from Flizzardo (a CF forumer) to tell him where i stay coz he wanna take my manga magazine after i promised him tat i'll lend it to him. Took a bath..dressed up..again..walkin around in d house aimlessly =D like waiting for d sky to fall =p then my mom says tat she wanna go for lunch..told me to follow her but i din take lunch la..coz she's in a hurry and im going to sg wang.

Took a bus from Maluri LRT station (damn! d bus stinks and its hot!!) reached there i dunno wat time..went to find Ah Zhai 1st to check out d situation..roam aimlessly in sg wang, chatted wif Swiysh for a while at d same time watching Gundam Seed Destiny *kyahahaha* checking out d street fashion in sg wang and d gothic fashion *not bad sum..but others are a lil hmmm..* again, it nearly 5pm. Ah Zhai made an appointment wif me at 4 sumthing (he'll call me) but macam sudah mungkir janji..him and tat girl im suppose to meet (which turns out to be true) *pissed* so i left sg wang after meeting him..took a monorail down to Times Sq to meet my PUPPY *squeels* X3 X3 X3 coz its raining..for dinner

Met Puppy (B-kun) at his workplace..chatted..while he went off to d loo TWICE =p hahaha!!! Anyway, we went to Chiku-ho to eat..very takai nyuu~~sono ramen T_T we talked about uh..Aunt Chong..hahaha!!! "d gud old days" wat fond memories we shared XD after that, I followed Puppy back to his shop (where he made another important visit to Ms Loo) so i sat for a while..getting boring there after a while, i went to Borders..not so sien la.coz got mangas..read until i've forgotten about d time (Puppy and his fren made me realised tat its very late ady) ^~^ so, i went back wif Puppy..by LRT..called my mom to fetch me at d station.

REached home..ahaha..wonder around again (d whole day i've been walking around aimlessly) b4 i took my bath..a really hot bath! D whole bathroom have turned into a sauna when i came out =_=;; came to blog..and now i dunno wat to do more..so boring..so tired too ~_~

break UPs...~_~

2006-01-14T00:59:00.000+08:00

d worst thing to happen in life between relationship is break ups..well..tats wat i've done yesterday..i've broke up wif my NS so-called "hubby" and broke all our friendship ties with him..sounds harsh eh. But this is wat i've decided!

The problem 1st started during our NS stint..which i dun bother about it oredi..but wat im angry is tat HE IGNORED ME FOR SUM UNKNOWN REASONS AT TAT TIME until i found out y he ignored me..so fine! its bcoz of a girl back his home in Ipoh..ah~~nothing much to worry..so in the end, he came back to me and i asked y he ignored me..not even a sorry word..he denied everything which i oredi knew secretly thru A-kun..saying tat i was very busy wif A-kun and frens wor.. again i was o_O! WHAT?! i was busy wif them????!!!..anyway..i dun keep things in my heart..i'll remember it but not up to d extent of hating him like i do now..uh..no more hating ady..very stressful u noe =_= so we kept in contact..actually it was i who is buzy texting ex-campmates and frens to keep in touch with them coz i really love and cherish them..and tats my weakness..to me, fren is everything (life, air, water, watever!) but sumhow..life has never been fair to me..i din hav real frens..but i still hav sum ppl who i can put my trust, love and care..even tho they dun remember me T_T

well..up till then..we're steady..juz like best buddies chatting about anything our interest until he asked me whether r we in an open relationship..i was clueless at tat time to noe wat tat actually means and i answered him yes..but i asked for explanation after it..coz i wanna noe wat kinda relationship is tat..so ok..i noe d meaning oredi, i rebuked him by saying tat i treated him as my chee mui and i think i broke his heart tat time..but i was too clueless and blur to noe his feelings. Later he told me tat a girl asked him to be her partner for a prom night. I was elated!!not becoz of wat..but becoz sumbody asked him out for a prom night which i never experienced it b4 even tho there was once a proposal to hav an all girls prom nite which we rejected wat r we suppose to do in an all girl prom night!! So i encouraged him to accept d invite..he was quite reluctatant at first..but upon my inssition*how to spell tis?* he agreed..for a few days

After a few days, he texted me saying tat he rejected d invite. I was having Maths tuition at tat time..and to nobody's info..i hate maths like i hate Umbridge!! I was oredi tension..Mr. Tan is blabbering so fast..and there i receive his sms..so i asked him y did he rejected it???my reason was tat he could hav met more girls other than sticking to me only (hmm..maybe in my conscience..i noe tat he likes me ^~^) well..still clueless i was..i asked him twice!! and the last reply from him was " its my choice!! i dun wan" *speechless in blur mode*

For about a month he got angry at me when i tried to coax him..still he doesnt wanna talk to me..in the end i gave up..y is it everytime i gotta pujuk ppl???? so i started to ignore him..gradually becoming to dai kirai him!..then he came back

on MSN
Ming Han: Im sorry..
me: for wat?
Ming Han: im so sorry..
me: *pissed* for wat???
Ming Han: i noe..i've been such an idiot
me: *still pissed off* for what???!!!! plz dun talk to me! i dun wanna talk to u anymore!!
Ming Han: plz..im so sorry
me:bye..*close chat window*

hey!!!WTF!! he juz say sorry for nothing..he din even told me y he slammed(ignored) at me again!!!no explanation wat so ever!!again, for nobody's information sorry is not a cure for all mistakes!! especially when d same mistake is done not once but twice!! He told me sorry over and over again in d phone b4 for his 1st mistake without explaining anything and i accept it and soon forgotten about it..but then d same mistake happened again, with d same reason SUM UNKNOWN GIRLS Hey mister!! im not a person who doesnt hav a heart nor feelings u noe..so he got fed up..so do i..towards this kinda guy..total waste of my ATPs only X(

then, yesterday, i finally remembered wat i wanna tell him d day i started to ignore him..after all said, he still hav d neck to tell me not to think of myself as a gud fren to him either (obviously he dun understand d msg tat i texted him) i was like o_O so i replied him stating tat i never considered myself as a gud fren..it is ppl who judge me who says it..not me. At tat point, i think h malu ady at d other end..so he changed d topic saying tat keeping grudges in my heart according to nurses' report tat i'll live a shorter life *shocked and pissed* WTF!!!! i've told u..i held no grudges against u..well maybe a lil..=_= he got angry and leashed out at me saying tat he apologised oredi..excuse me..i noe u apologised..but without reasons..wat! if i kill sumbody..i juz say..."uh, im sorry" and walk off izzit?? no common sense rite? after several reasonings tat i told him..finally he told me d reasons for ignoring me at NS..wats d use??its d past..and u've repeat again..d same one. Then i thinked again..im really wasting a lot of my ATPs generated on him..and he's accusing me of keeping him away from his sleep coz i texted him about 2 sumthing 3 am..hey!!! its ur choice whether to reply me now or in d mornin when u wake up!!!dun blame me for it..he oso says tat he juz knew d real me..well i'll make it clear! im a very hot tempered person..but becoz of friends which is as i told u my weakness..my temper can be cooled down at any situation. i've told him b4..if he wanna be my bf, he hav2 suffer d consequenses tat time he says tat he rather be my fren coz i'll treat him nice..still i told him and those who read this d truth. Im a two-faced human..in front of frens..im nice..at d back oso nice..but when sum1 repeatedly step on my "tail", we're thru!i dun mind being a stress-relieving item nor a place 4 ppl to get angry at me..but at least tell me d reasons for being so..i dun mind if i dunno about the truth..u lie as u like but when i noe about d truth and u still lie..its worst then friendship!!

Thats wat i found in him..but i dun hav d heart to tell him..and there, sumtimes he thinks tat he noe it all..saying tat since d day tat i ignored him..he begins to doubt about of friendship base. Ahem! u ignored me! i din doubt anything..i ignored u..u doubted about our friendship..u're juz being a jerk!! an idiot jerk!!!

lastly i told him..after we're thru..chances of us being friends again is nil..tats when he started to think "smart" which some of it i approve..but not all coz most of it in my opinion is pointless to say anymore.

anyway, i've announced my break up wif him to my ipoh NS frens..SHeep-sheep congratulates me..o_O whereas Lim was curious..lets forget about it..forget about having such a "gud" friend

T_T T_T T_T

p.s to Ming Han if he manage to read this: If u like a girl..tell her on d spot if she puts u in a position which u feel will hurt u..not keeping it to urself and ignoring d girl juz bcoz u feel guilty!! and think b4 u act. Dun go and fall for others when u hav a girl back at home oredi altho i think its impossible..When ur in it..dun ignore her after telling ppl tat u like her!! TATS D WORST PPL ON EARTH TO HAV EVER EXIST!!! X( coz i dun wanna to be that girl!!

Star Education Fair

2006-01-14T00:07:00.000+08:00

i noe its somehow too late..but still..i'll write in what i promised to do..a report on my visit to d Star Ed Fair..but juz briefly. Lets see..hmmm..i took d 12.15pm bus from Genting, reached Gombak around ½ an hour later..took Putra to KLCC..I was suppose to meet Yukina, Swiysh and Silvennia there..but Yukina texted me sayin tat she'll be a lil late..so i informed Swiysh tat im on my way. He told me tat he'll wait for me at d entrance. After, erm 8 stops (i think ^~^) i reached KLCC station..called Swiysh again to ask 4 directions as to how to go into d convention area. Finally, i reached there..but Swiysh told me tat he's at d Hall 2 entrance..where d heck is Hall 2's entrance???? Nowhere to be seen i was like

me: "Swiysh!!! anta wa doko ka na???!!"
Swiysh: im here!!!still standing and waiting..
me: uh..ok..matete..*swt* *zig zag around d whole fair's entrances*

finally..

me: WTH!!! ur here!!! how come i din see u wan???!!
Swiysh: ehhh?? i was standing here all d time
me: uh..ok..lets go in!

so..there i went in..i met lots of F5 pupils..i even met d "With all ur heart and soul" fella haha XD so..from there, i started scouting for Forensic Science courses..again..i go zig zagging thru d whole fair from 1 end to another end =_=; ask Swiysh!! in d middle..i think he got tired..he went of to search for The ONE..so left me alone..zig zag..cutting thru ppl..i went from sum unknown college to local uni booths..sum course consultants are gud..but sum r there juz for d sake of money..and ppl. Kudos to KDU and USM..oh not to mention er..dunno wat Uni it is oredi but its from d UK wan..they're informative and attentive enuf to serve us even tho its obvious tat there's so many students who r eager to noe more. Most important is to serve with a smile. Can u imagine ppl from UM..our PRESTIGIOUS LOCAL UNI ..acts like we're not qualified enuf to enter even to its vacinity!! wat d heck..d consultant i think is busy checking out girls coz he's not paying attention to students in front of him! and when i enquired about FS..he's like.."ah..tak ada..tak ada" i was like *pissed off* coz i enquire on d "wrong stall of d booth" and d lady arrogantly say.."oh! undergraduate studies di sebelah!! pergi sana *waves to her left* bukan sini *still waving*" haiz..well..i noe u can put ur nose up high when u graduate from UM but not until d consultants are tat "high" oso wat..

anyway, after zig zagging around..i met Yuu-chan on d way..in a corner. She surprised me actually ^-^ When i asked her how she recognise me..she says tat im d only Nia in CF..so obvious..i was *stunned* ohh..wow~~~haha =) she told me tat Atticus had organised an Artist Jam tis month..so happen d event fall on tat sunday. Well..wat do u noe haha XD

I met up wif Yukina and Silvennia at last..oh!did i mention tat Swiysh's otoutou tagged along too?he's so cute haha X3 we went for lunch coz i was damn starving..imagine..ex food in Genting made me fast for half a day's trip..hav a enjoyable lunch at Burger's King..while witnessing Swiysh poke his bro's chubby face *squeels!!! X3 X3 so cute n funny!!!* We went on to Kino coz i wanna check whether XXXHolic vol 7 is out or not..i dun think so ..well, b4 tat Yukina asked me to go MV wif her..so i agreed. We asked Swiysh..he says ok after his bro insisted..but hav2 back out coz its really late ady.

We went to MV around 5 sumthing..took trains there. Met Silvennia's mom, sis and cousin sis..whoa!! Silvennia's mom smokes! o_O; we're shocked at 1st coz both parents according to her smokes but not d kids..^~^ wakaranai..demo~~yokatta ne =) at last..we split coz Silvennia says tat her em..sis izzit?or mom insist on her accompanying her cousin sis to shop..left me and Yukina alone lor..there, i was craving for Teppanyaki. Thx to Silvennia *ROFL* Yukina bought Takoyaki to fill her tummy b4 i ate Teppanyaki. It was about 9 sumthing when i finally got a bus down town from MV..by then Yukina oredi reached home T_T so sad T_T

I reached home, took my bath, texted Raven, Yukina and Swiysh to thank them for d day's fun..uh..went on9 to check my post and to d bed.. ~_~

My age....

2006-01-09T18:33:00.002+08:00

juz now i took sum test to determind my actual age..but d results is almost d same as my true age..result is 18 yrs old whereas im 19..not much difference compare to others. But im happy with d results coz i hav a young heart ahahahaha!! ^-^ *perasan* anyway..i dun wanna write much about my Genting trip coz i was enjoying it myself only..not much coz i was alone thru out d whole stay there..Raven disappeared into thin air ady T_T so..in short, dun wanna comment much except for d food. ITS SO EX TO BUY FOOD IN GENTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and not all d food there is nice except their banana chocolate *drooling again* so yummy nyaa >.< S.H.E=" SHEESH!!. Ohhh~~btw..i manage to find a mamak store in Genting..so secluded..only staffs and frequenters knew about it =_=; took d 11.15am cable ride and d 12.15 bus ride back to KL and straight rush for d STAR ED FAIR..i'll write about it later la..when i move to d main PC

puppy!!!!

2006-01-07T01:05:00.000+08:00

as u've seen it..i've adopted a hedgehog which i named him Hii-chan!!! hahahaha XD he's very kawaii ne..the way he walks..nyahahaha~~~i adopted it yesterday night..then..tis morning..erm..about 12am sumthing, i got myself another puppy nyaa *squeels* X3 X3 now i got 2 puppies oredi!! A-kun and B-kun coz both of their name's 1st letter is A and B haha =p *pats both puppies* X3 X3

anyway..hav fun wif my hedgehog..i oso adopted a pig too. He's very cute oso..can feed him nyaa. But he's in my Friendster page, so go and check him out. Oh btw, his name is P-chan!! treat him nice nya..as for my puppies..nobody can touch them except me nyahahaha!!!! X'D X'D

Yesterday oso i watch er..wats tat movie's name?sum Chinese Tall story ah?not very nice nya..in my opinion..dun wanna comment more about it but its annoying when i watch it at Leisure Mall *hits and punch d ppl in d hall* dang them!!!! *pissed*

Psychology Test

2006-01-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

hmm..after chattin wif Raven until 2 sumthing in d morning..i went to bed ady coz i need to get up early.

I promised Po Yi tat i'll volunteer for her psychology study test today at 12pm. So i slept lor..woke up about 11 sumthing ah..took a bath and get dressed and wait for her to come and fetch me. Mana tau..Po Yi oso woke up late ^^; ahahaha...she came 10 minutes after she texted me. Then she drove us to Sunway UC lor..haha talked and chatted about old times *haa..natsukashii naa...*

We reach there quite fast cz there's no traffic jam watsoeva..took d highway oso *mana mungkin got traffic jam wan?!*

*o* Thats my reaction when i went into Sunway College! Its so damn huge ne..even Po Yi got a lil lost at where is which department or faculty @_@; well..we went across d cafeteria, up d stairs..cross d er..bridge..went down d stairs and voila! we've reached! Po Yi told me tat there are pets in d department *squeels* wwahhhh!!! bunnies!!!! X3 X3 X3 >_< kawaiii~~~~ so cute ne~~~*huggles huggles* anyway, im acting like a kid ady when i saw d bunnies! Besides tat, they hav hamsters as well! but they're all asleep oredo =_= haha!! Po Yi took me into a room to begin d test

After signing sum consent papers..we started d test. Its an IQ test la..nothing big deal. We started wif sum general knowledge question, shape recognition, memory test, story building, geometry test, maths (urgh!! i hate this) then vocab, general vocab and understanding and lastly is shape and pictures arrangement. Then its done! So easy!

We had ehem..my lunch behind d college coz its cheaper..dun wanna spend so much money on tis college anyway. I ordered Curry Laksa..after eating, we went back home lo. Po Yi drove me back home then she went back herself. After i replied Kaeko and Raven's msg..i went back to bed. I was very sleepy oredi =_=

haiz..slept for dunno how long coz i woke up only to hav my dinner..which is not filling at all even thou there's lots of sambal petai which i ate all up *yum!* In the end..I still felt hungry..Andrew oso =_=; he wanna go mamak to eat but i told him "no transport to go down, no makan!" Now im still feeling hungry..aih~~all for d sake of my laziness to walk down and walk up back =p

In conclusion...im still hungry X( harahettai nyaa still dunno wat to do next le..but 2mr im gonna catch a movie wif Raven muahahaha!!!very silly nya..I wanna watch Perhaps Love..but Leisure Mall got no more screening time for it ady uhh~~ T_T so watch d eto..wats tat title..d Nicholas Tse as d monk wan? its like d Journey to the West story..Lets hope tat its a nice movie ler..if not i'll strangle Raven nya XP

so boring~~~

2006-01-02T23:48:00.000+08:00

so boring nyaa..got nothing much to do but to eat and sleep..haiz =_= got up at 2 sumthing..partially because i slept at 5 tis morning..my usual 8 hrs of sleep lo..got up, eat, hmm..wat more ah? oh..surf d net a while..did sum editing and posting. Later..rummage thru my room for books to read and then dinner time comes.

I went to d usual mamak store to hav dinner..d same ole stuff i always order seafood paprik dan telur dadar tanpa bawang. Dad wanna stay for a while to watch d football game on astro at d restaurant..im getting boring ady T_T texted nii-chan to help me out..but haih~~his reply makes me feel worse. Raven then texted me..until we're still chattin over d sms. I hope i dun burn his credit coz he said tat his credit is running low ady..

nyaa..dun need to waste money on sum ppl who is extremely boring at d moment *feeling so lan guo about it*

Uncle called to ask me about d driving lessons..so i told him tat i wanna do 2mr..ok lor. Confirmed 2mr start lesson at 10am. At 1st he wanna start at 7am

Uncle: Wat time u wanna start?
me: umm..early lor..about 9 sumthing
Uncle: ok...hmm..lets see..7.30am can ah?
me: o_O! *obviously he din heard me over d phone about d time* uh..ok..
Uncle: no wait! will hav major traffic jam at tat time 1st day of school!!
me: haha =_=; yeah wor..*stunned*
Uncle: hmm..im going down to PJ..blah blah blah~~
me: *din hear a single thing he said* ohh..ahh..em..ic..
Uncle: so wat time u can ah?
me: o_O uh..9 sumthing 10 lor..can ah?
Uncle: *mumbling to himself again* ok la..i'll go down to PJ 1st..i'll call u when i reach
me: *swt* ok then

finally its settled! Uncle will call me when he's here..meanwhile, still texting wif Raven. Wanna go off oredi

Raven===> ganbattte ne on ur job!! >_<

Shinen ni Akemashite Omedettou Gozaimasu nyuu >_<

2006-01-02T03:07:00.000+08:00

oredi d 2nd day of 2006..haiz..time fly by so fast nyaa =_= anyhow..today seems to be a nice day for me to rant on about new yr's eve buahahaha!!! XD

lets see..eto..31st December 2005

2 sumthing...
wif Raven at Lil Genting..chatting..and chatting..until he got a ticket from d police "so sorry nya..juz bcz i wanna come up here..let u get a ticket T_T" but he says not to worry..its ok haiz..im still sad over him gettin a ticket for nothing. Anyways, i din see ahem..any movements around there..coz we went there quite late oredi..so cold nyuu *shivers* borrowed Raven's jacket and sit outside and talk hahaha =_=;; After he got d ticket, Raven sent me home. Thx n drive safely nya :D Went in, changed..tidur!

10 sumthing...
Raven texted me saying tat he's able to drive me to BB..coz his friend cancelled his appointment oredi *yay!* got transport..so..tis time, i started to wait for 5.30pm as promised..was still blur blur la coz baru bangun wat so i stayed on my bed until mom says to get ready coz we're going out for lunch at Pizza Hut *whines* later tat day Raven called saying tat we hav 2 go earlier coz traffic jam..so i changed our time to 5pm..Andrew is still cleaning d house. Texted Beng Fye tat i'll meet him at his shop for d countdown. I oso get to work la..terminating those pest in my cupboard *cries..uhhh~~my clothings T_T* later only i noticed tat im late..gahh!!! again, rush! Andrew is doing nothing better :(

5pm...
Raven came on time..called me like a few times oredi but i was too rush to pick up d phone..so he texted me..

Raven: i reached liao lor
me: uh *swt* ok..im coming

again, i was late. Why do i hav2 always be late???? *bangs ownself* Raven says tat he doesnt like his outfit tat day..need to go and buy new ones..so i say ok lor..then Beng Fye called telling me tat he's going for d break oredi..i was juz on my way thru d highway..so i asked him to wait la..settled!

suddenly

Raven: eh u noe how to go to tis hotel ah?
me: yeah..my dad works there mah
Raven: *swt* oh..hmmm *continues driving on*

it was smooth traffic on our way to bukit bintang cz there's barely any cars on d road..not like wat my dad and Raven's fren described "There's a horrible jam..roads are closed oredi" =_=;;

6 sumthing...
Our 1st stop is to Times Sq. to meet Beng Fye. We passed by Sg.Wang and man!was it crowded. The sky starts to fall..gah!!! rain!!faster!! I went to find Beng Fye in his shop while Raven went to look for his pet sis to get a present. When i reached d shop, I asked for Joe..and they told me tat he went out to look for him..so i *swt* ok la..called BF..only i knew tat he went out to eat. Raven came b4 Beng Fye..he couldnt find his sis went wondering around while i wait for Beng Fye haiz..we waited again T_T after we met briefly..BF went off coz his break is over. I told him i'll meet him at his shop at 9.30. Yakusoku ne~~

7 sumthing...
Andrew bade gud bye..saying tat he needs to go to d restaurant to change d booking time..its still raining heavily so i told him off to get an umbrella and don act like a superman braving thru d rain. Left me and Raven..haiz wait la..tis time both of us. He's a nice guy. Talked to him quite often these days..and i din realise tat he's tis kinda person *nods* Anyways, I told him i need to get sumthing to eat..so we went up to d 10th floor to eat. He ordered drinks while i go and buy food. I made him wait for me coz my line is quite long. Too many ppl getting food from d same stall oredi =_= *gomen ne Raven* There, i saw those malay gothics..quite nice la sum of them..but others r like bakemono la.

9 sumthing...
after eating..we went down. Raven wanna go see d arcade, so i brought him there la. but we din enter it la coz he's attracted to d FFAC show in animetech both of us stood there and watch d show *kyaaa!!!!Vincent sama *melts* haa...* Rupa-rupanya, Raven dunno anything about FFAC *swt* ohh..so i told him d whole story lor. We got sum drinks and Beng Fye called saying tat he's off ady..i told him to meet us on d 5th floor..we're buying drinks. We got our drinks, sat and watch d movie. WHile he watched i scower for Beng Fye..but bayang pun tak nampak..so i watch d movie a bit la..but in the end i got worried tat i told Raven we need to go find Joe immediately..Its lucky tat i saw him. If not ah..haiz..will be both of us only and we spent time waiting again. We went back to d hotel to put our stuffs in d car since there's so much time available. Raven is enjoyin d air of celebration oredi while i worried about my poster haha ^-^;

10 sumthing to 11...
Joe is very erm..how to put tis..very benggang wif his frens..i dun mind it la..but im more worried about Raven coz im scared tat he'll be bored so i kept checking on him asking whether is he bored or not. Then Joe says tat we're meeting Pearly. Ok! where's she? Missing oredi +_+ we waited again..at 11, we went over to 7-11 opp. Times Sq to wait for Joe's tomodachi..again..yan yeng tou mou then only did he receive d call from his frens saying tat they're waiting for him for quite sum time oredi..tis time i think he got really pissed oredi. Raven and I juz follow la.

11.30pm sumthing...
finally we met up wif Joe punya tomodachi.."harlo.." so we get moving to d centre of d celebration lo..upon Raven's insist..to get to d middle, we er..how to put tis ah..we 'cut thru' d ppl there to get to d middle area. It was ok at first..then, i got trampled on d feet by sum revlers around there T_T its so pain loh..my whole body T_T everybody got squashed like a sardin in d can..haiz..Raven behind me and Beng Fye in front of me..his frens..oso in front but macam sudah melesap oredi =_= but due to it..we manage to get into d middle part when ppl are starting d countdown. B4 i knew it..everybody is wishing HNY and d best part is d FIREWORKS nyaaa!!!~~~~~~~its so nice >_<

12am 1st January 2006
whoa~~~d fireworks! so kirei nya..1st time ever had i seen them so close (juz directly above my head!) so nice X3 "arigatou ne Raven..Beng Fye" *muaks* d very best New Year tat i had in my life. After d fireworks show finished..we moved menentang arus like vector in maths..coz we wanna get to KL plaza's Starbucks for a drink. Its for sure damn hard coz..we're against d current..literally got pushed away. Stopped to check out Nic Teo's performance altho d furthest i manage to see is Raven and Joe's pui chek only =_= *swt* but it was very nice..gotta make a train line to get out. Since Joe's friends are missing..left only 3 of us. He got pissed off la coz his buddies r missing oredi..so my train line is only 3 person..not much of a difference if we wanna cut thru d crowd. On our way to KL plaza..witness a brawl by dunno who..Raven pushed us thru to see it. Again its Raven's doing haha..^-^" after it..most ppl oredi san band going down when we're movin upwards. Roads are cleared of ppl (but full of rubbish) when we reached d junction..

12am sumthing...
Raven wanna sit and drink..so i suggested Lecka Lecka at Starhill coz they got these comfy sofas. Joe tagged along coz Raven offered him a lift back home..but we're quite dissapointed when we reached there coz its closing and there's still so many ppl sittng and chatting away. So i suggested to go to Qba in Westin..Raven is ok with it but Joe..aww..ur such a spoiler la, wanna go back home. I wished u had stayed on *sigh*

1 sumthing...
so we went on our separate ways lor..me and Raven walked over to Westin..i wanna meet my ex Asst Manager in Prego to greet him HNY b4 walking to Qba..mana tau..haiz..i'll leave this matter to Raven. Ezani asked whether he's jealous or not..

Ezani: hah! Eunice!!! Happy New Year *grabs my hand and ehem..*
Me: Ezani!! Happy New Year *throws out hand to shake*
Raven: uh hi!
Ezani: Wahh!! *after he had done tat..ahem..swt* Tat is ur bf ah? Will u jealous if i xxxxx her?
Me: *stunned*
Raven: uh...no..*clueless*

1 sumthing...
Ezani told us to check out d Living Room..so i went there lo..wah!!!! so happening nya..they converted d coffee house into a dance floor! Raven was excited! im happy wif it. I went to meet my ex collegue (*swt* dunno how to spell it) saw Quisi..ehem dancing..lots of gay waiter there *swt and double swt* Met Ah Wai!! whoa! he's d only surviving chinese in d kitchen i think. Met Shota-kun (tis is Sam) " nyaa!!! ur fat oredi" Met OD ahahahahaha XD ur still so chubby *muaks* Kak Lina, Edwin!! haiz..tis fella oso fat oredi and oso Irwan..oso another 1 being plumped up. I wonder whether are they working there or eating there? Coz every1 seems to be fat except for Ah Wai..macam sudah tinggi nyuu *looks up at him*

We spent around an hr in there b4 leaving d premise. I got a chance to see who d gay GM is..hem..hugging here and there..everybody is doing business like there's no one there. Well, afterall its New Year wat. Wish i can do tat too. hmmm =p we left d area 1stly..Raven wanna eat, and i got mosquitoe bites all over my hand from sitting in a dark corner T_T

2 or 3 sumthing...
Raven drove up to Segar's mamak to eat..i oso eat la..was quite hungry. Called nasi lemak kosong and tat fella really gimme only nasi putih!! "*shock* wat??!" so i ka liu lor..a fish. Raven must be quite hungry coz he ate quite a lot..

We sat and chatted until like 4 sumthing going to be 5 b4 we leave

4 sumthing...
After watching FFAC..Raven wanna borrow Final Fantasy series..so he came into my hse to get d VCDs and all my Kindaichi and Conan comics

Raven: borrow me all ur Conan comics la i wan d 2nd series of Kindaichi oso
Me: ok..*packs kindaichi books* Conan ah..u sure u wan all of it? 51 books wor..*swt*
Raven: yeah! can read when im bored *smiles happily*
Me: *swt* ok..*packs books* anything more?
Raven: hmmm...
Me: *turning into sleeping mode oredi* *packs d VCDs too* anything more?

we talked a while in d room..then i sent him off..huargh..so sleepy oredi sumore got no hot water to take bath. I switched on d water heater, waited for it to heat up..fell asleep on d floor. Raven called up to say tat he's back home oredi. I texted Joe to say tat im back home as well. I continue to sleep on *huh..*

6 sumthing...
got up. took a nice shower. suppose to blow my hair wan. but i cant find d hair dryer anywhere so i "ironed" my hair dry lo even tho its not d fastest way. Raven texted me (or either way) b4 i sleep..

haa..ohayo soshite..oyasumi new year *falls asleep*

there are other reasons of why im so happy..but i'll let it got and sun kei chu yin le hehe ^^

New Year resolution for now: I hope tat he'll express his feeling towards me. Coz i dun wanna do d expression job ~_~ gurls can be shy but boys cannot be shy! X(

2005-12-30T02:38:00.000+08:00

haiz..finally im back home =_=; i've been out since god noes when!! got up at 11am..called Edwin to make sure d meeting time and place to meet..got out of bed..check d cupboard and i got a shock of my life!!! TERMITES INFESTATION!!!! gahhhhhh~~~!!!!!!!!! why?! why?!! WHY??!!!must it be my room and my stuff???? my Sailor Moon collection have been ruined!! WHY???!!!!!!! X( so..there i took an hr to get everything settled..and then i remembered..i was suppose to meet him at 12pm and the time is showing its hands to 11.45am..gosh!! rush la..wat to do??

reached there 20 minutes late..since i slept quite late yesterday night (ehem..yesterday morning) naturally..i'll be sleepy the whole day..got into a bus which is so damn crowded!! i guess there's no bus in dunno how long..so..nvm lor..reached d destination..wanna alight d bus..there!! BAM! i was nearly hit by a motorcycle who came speeding towards d tiny lane..nyaa my hand really hurts T_T T_T i wanna cry at tat point oredi..but i was to scared =( imagine my accident experience occurs to me yet again..horror la X( anyway..managed to calm myself and walk to Times Sq..gosh!! im so late "sorry nya..Edwin :(" anyway..i met Beng Fye 1st..was talking to his buddies i think..brought my wronged size shoe wif me..after i met Edwin..haha!!lazy to carry such a big stuff around..i left d shoes wif BF..ok lor..watch King KOng..aiya..i dun wanna watch tat show. but i dun hav d heart to tell him tat i dun wanna watch it since he's so enthusiastic to watch it..terpaksa korbankan diri lor..

took my lunch b4 we went into d cinema..there..i sat for 3 hrs..watching a selfish director..an overgrown silverback gorilla and a lady who kept screaming..haiz..such a boring show..i rather watch The Promise or Perhaps Love..shuld be nicer than King Kong gua *raise eyebrow* . After d gruelling show..i went back to Beng Fye's shop to collect my shoe..either he was too boring or there's too many staffs in d shop oredi..anyway..he looks quite sulky to me..i wonder why? *thinks and ponders*

so, i went to sg wang BY D PEDESTRIAN BRIDGE took a longer but safer route (for me) I straight went for d shoe shop coz i need it changed as soon as possible..takut later cannot change mah =p Edwin was very obvious tat he was boring lor while waiting for me.."gomen ne Edwin" he went to find sum dvd about dogs for his mom while i wait for d shoe laces to be done..after tat..i went to see Ah Zhai for d shoe list..oso there..he looks so boring "again..honto ni gomenasai nyuu Ed-kun"

mostly..i did my stuff there..no wonder he's so boring..i went to meet Swiysh again " Wahh!!!U always come down here ah?" tats wat he said to me..tot i brought Edwin to ask him whether he can find d dvd or not..but apparently..Swiysh cant find it either..so i think he gave up hope of finding it in sg wang.

its late oredi..he left 1st coz he needs to be back by 7..i still wanna search for d NANA rocking horse shoes..(but i cant find it T_T) so i stayed back and combed d whole of 1st floor 3 times i think?b4 i leave..called Beng Fye to grab dinner wif him..mana tau..he's eating *dissapointed* so i left sg wang..went to d bus stop to wait..and there. i waited for 1 hr b4 d bus arrives!! GAHHH!!!!im so late for d reunion oredi T_T

Finally..i got onto a bus, hoping for it to arrive in time..but d jam T_T manage to reach home by 7.55pm..took a super quick bath b4 i went to d restaurant in yulek.

Mr. Ngooi is oredi waiting T_T gomen..finally, i gotta see Shawn's "wife" kakaka XD nice..nice *molest molest XD* too bad, Serena and Pui Yee couldnt make it T_T uh..my tuition's best friends T_T nvm them..the guys were hillarious..Theen Yoong is there..wif Tiffany *who is she?* Vix Sen..haaha XD d "baby" Hoe Leong..wahhh *suprised* auditor man..Jun How came d last..but i was punished (coz i was late when i reminded every1 to be punctual *embarrased*) Mr. Ngooi took in 2 helpings of food..i ordered Cheese Speghetti..same as Raven "My..how long i din see u oredi x'3" but since d food is so salty..i ordered 2 cups of drinks. Then came Joanne *who's Joanne btw?* and Michael..so shizuka ne ~_-

Mr. Ngooi left at 10pm..dunno why..Raven went out to smoke and we started chatting - craps and more craps..talked for ½ hr..to decide wat to do next..TY wanna go back and sleep, so does Jun How, Vix Sen, Shawn and I wanna go K..Joanne and her erm..bodyguard wanna go clubbin. Raven " I oso dunno..up to u all" so..sit down there discussing and we ended up with no conclusion..however, since Vix Sen got curfew..Mr and Mrs Soo hav2 send d baby back home XD hahaha!!!! Mr and Mrs Wong..wanna go back home, Jun How too. Left me and Raven who is suppose to meet ah Hong at 11 at my hse..wat d heck..1st wanna go Thai Club but Joanne's bodyguard wanna go Q Bar in sunway..its too far for us oredi sumore Joanne's bodyguard is wearing school t-shirt, bermuda and flip flop =_=;; i dunno how they're gonna manage it la..but me and Raven, heading off to meet Ah Hong

speaking of Ah Hong, when i called him tis evening to ask him to go yumcha..he says tat since im too boring..go pak tor to kai mun wor..*changed into depressing mode* how can i go pak tor for fun le??? and ever since i noe tat d person tat i had a crush on is not really ready for a relationship *sinks deeper into d depression* gahh!!!! Wanna kill Ah Hong when i meet him later

so..we met at 11 at my hse..went back to Segar to yumcha..there, Raven and Ah Hong talked and ranted about computer stuff *turned to super duper blur mode* how am i suppose to noe what they're ranting about? *pissed* then..after they noticed tat im in d blur mode oredi..they paused for a while..then continued ranting about it. Thats our conversation for d night =_=;; T_T uhh..so sad but then they changed d topic between d IT world and e-commerce which im into..so i oso join in d chat la. But still a lil left out when they resumed their computer talks..I was feeling quite eerie oredi at tat time for unapperant reason. So, i think they've guessed tat i was too tired to continue on..we left tat place..to GO HOME AND SLEEP >_< gosh!!im so sleepy but i dun wanna sleep =p so Ah Hong took me back home coz i insisted on it when Raven offered d lift. Dun wanna make him do extra trips la..since his route is totally opposite to my hse *nods* anyway..made an appointment wif Raven tat i'll go to genting wif him tis coming 7th to attend SHE's concert (we're not going in anyway..) ja!! yakusoku ne X) so i came back wif Ah Hong since he's on his way..and i raided his NEW car..buahahaha!!!! XD found sum things tat he couldnt find *clueless of why* reached back home safe and sound coz he din fei che tonight hehe..

changed my pants..came into d blog..write sum stuff and edit sum stuff..then, im off

GENTING !!!HERE I COME NYAA!!! XD

when worse comes to worse T_T

2005-12-27T21:02:00.000+08:00

today is d worst day of my life for year 2005. Firstly..im sick!! for 2 days..then, i gotta go for my undang..argh!!! my head was spinnin like a top @_@ and d uncle who took us there..makes matter worse =_=; my headache had become hell!! gotta throw up like 3 times b4 i sat for d test. Thank gawd tat i passed if not i'll bang d computer *pissed* then..we went to d 3 hrs amali (not exactly 3 hrs oso la..2 hrs only i think) and since d lecturer is like and ECG machine..his voice..is "soo clearly heard" tat i managed to fall asleep =p but its stupid lor..and since we're late for d class..we were quarantined until it reaches 3hrs b4 i can get my thumb printed on the jadual kedatangan. Then back to d ride of terror T_T another throw up again rite after i reached home..uwahhhh!!!!!! T_T its so agonizing and horrible *cold* T_T

CF 05

2005-12-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

huuhh..after such a long break =_=; anyways..Comic FIESTA!!!!!!yay!!! finally i gotta cosplay!! but my 1st cosplay experience is in S'pore Expo..as an original GL ~>_<~ buahahaha!!!! XD Rion and Shaun is wearing my costumes..Rion = Kyo (badly done *slaps rion*) and Shaun = Syaoran (oso badly done *slaps shaun as well*) nvm..back to CF!!! yay!! Death Note grp..arigatou nyaa..all present except for Izumi who henshined into Rusty after 2.30 +_+ wat d heck!! huhuh..im d kawaii Nia *sniggers* Mello-kun arrived late..when i was about to leave T_T but we still hav pictures X3 but whoa..we hav a uber sekshi Misa nyaa *drools* not to mention tall as well (glompz Camelia) and a "peng yan" of Naomi Misora by Hikaru_hry oso another super tall chara..luckily Nia is a chibi fella and so do i (nyak nyak nyak XD) Lavena being d chibified L ahahaha and Cubbie..*runs away from her* wanna molest my legs =_=!

credits to Rion for going there wif me (muaks!! lurv ya) and thx for taking pictures for me too but tats for d 1st day..2nd day i was Syaoran in d Koriyo country version..im so sad tat day..y?coz i lost my precious Sakura-hime (who went for a jamboree T_T) haiz..Fye left me all alone..soshite..Kuro-pyon..mayota ne luckily got Subaru..but still i got lost @_@

special thx to Nam Yen!!! mah best buddy!! nyuuu...thx for coming ne..even tho d 1st day din quite see u haha T_T but ahhh!!u still came *muaks*

konbanwa!!

2005-08-04T12:56:00.000+08:00

its been quite sometime since i last wrote..haven't even posted my bon odori 2005 experience yet.I will post it once i get my pictures.
Anyway, there's 2 japanese exchange student in my class (suppose to be in Rowena's class but they were too quiet to them) and Rowena post them to my noisy class. I'm so damn excited hearing that..eventually i got nervous and lost my verbal japanese language skills.. ~_~; arghhh!!!!!!!!!! demo ne..i still can communicate with them la..There's a girl called Mai-chan and an otoko - Hiroki-kun (super quiet wit us 1) both are 16 years old. They came under the Leo's Club wit Mai-chan staying at Yi Yang's house and Hiroki-kun stayed at the house unknown to me. They were fun! We Q & A about everything that eventually we din noe what to ask more! It's like an interrogation more than a get to know you day. Chris keep asking funny question which im sure that it entertained them. I sucks today..ai~~ shikatakunai na~~ We din get to take a pix wit them coz Mana doesn't wanna borrow her camera to us even juz for 1 picture. That's a turn down for us ne..but it's nice too cz the japanese spent most of their time in our class and not next door which Rowena thinks bores them..(i guess..). During Maths class, Hiroki-kun fell asleep (like Chian Ping) and we called him CP's apprentice! Mai-chan falls asleep too (maybe the class's too boring). We have 5 free period and the Japanese spent 4 with us and 1 with 6AB (ok la..) and during Bio class, Hiroki-kun falls asleep again (his act caught the whole class's attention!) and when Halimahton saw it..she thought he fainted (or so..) when she requested 4 some tables from my class..hahaha...that's to show that how boring is her class!! (sansei!!). Mai-chan falls asleep too (i think) but she woke up b4 halimahton realises it (good for her!). At the end of the day, me and Chris, Pearly and Hairil taught them some basic Malay language (=^-^=) which they said that sama-sama (douitashimashite) is far most the easiest to remember! haha!! Since we're doing some class fund collection sales, we hoped that they will help pull the crowd but it seems that none of it happened coz there is more 'doctors' than 'patients'. So Rowena took them for their activities. Though it's only a day but it was fun (demo not as fun as when Ran-chan came to my class in CPR) ^-^
sore ja!!
oyasumi nasai!!

huh...

2005-07-26T14:00:00.000+08:00

huh..after such a long break from writing tis, it feels like guilt gathering up in myself. Anyway, there's nothing much to do about today, as usual, we have the 3 gruelling hours of Bio lesson, wit PA class being cancelled off as usual by the Mr. Muru who really x realise how the time goes by during his lesson grumbling on how late we are to his lessons and how we should take an example from the lower sixers! How pathetic it is! I mean..you are the one always taking out recess time and you hav the neck to go and nag at us! His class is always slow as usual (tis time a little faster after he came back from London..tat is b4 the bombings ). Well any way, his lesson is as usual, very sarcastic in sense tat he thinks tat we can do almost every question he give! Especially Coordinate Geometry for these weeks..urgh!! Mathematic solutions put into words (i find it better) but its much harder than calculating and showing the jalan kerja and straight get the answers! Then, there's the Bio lesson. Pn Halimahton! How she talk (it's more like preaching) about sex and its ethics. I mean, ok..its fine tat we get to know about ethics on sex but do we have to bring in the teachings of God? It's a yes and no for me..there are certain parts where the GOD idea have to come in and some x have. Yet she is instilling all the Islamic teachings to us on how Islam religion feels about sex. No doubt about it! cz there is only 2 Islam students in the Bio class..There she starts to point out that everybody should only have 1 sex partner and it should be your 1 and only dear hubby! She does have a point there but i think that a person's freedom is controlled by him/herself and not by other people's judges. For heaven's sake! We're learning science! And in science, there is no such thing as GOD! I have my own believe but i too believe that we should not tie people up base on our belief holdings but to respect others out there! It's juz like Mr Lingam told us about abortion (which she strongly oppose to it!). It's all up to individuals..they are the one who will carry the pain. What we can only do is to symphatise them and maybe give some advice but the rest is all up to them! And can you imagine that she really discriminates AIDS patients and homosexuals. How could she! She tried to cover the fact that she discriminates them but face the facts! We are the 21st century upper 6 students and we can read in between lines on what she is trying to say. Anyway, the religious lecture won't stop until we finish our sexual reproduction chapter which includes lots of stuff on abortion issues, contraception (which i doubt that she knows what are some of those), hormones, menstrual cycle, cervix, penis and so forth..maybe she will stop preaching when we reach sexual reproduction in plants. Let's pray for it!

huh~~

2005-06-21T21:44:00.000+08:00

whoa..its quite some time since i last logged into here..anyway, my mid-term holiday has juz finished 1 week ago. Lets see what hav i done in those past 2 weeks..hmm..i went out with Mana n Stacy to watch madagascar at midvalley..b4 that i went to the Japan Club Kuala Lumpur wit Mei Sim to check out on the japanese language course fees n some other activities offered..(it seems that im not an official member of the club even though im a member in the Kendo class..) well anyway, sure have to pay a price to join ta club but we guess its worth it coz its really cheap compare to private ones..they even offer other classes such as japanese tea ceremony n traditional dance n some other stuff tat Mei Sim wants to join. After tis 2 outings..its home n tuition centre for me tats all..all my time, except for sleep time, tuition, lunch, dinner..is spent on my many VCDs..instead of books! ^-^! well, anyhow, i sorta over used da VCD player tat it wouldnt work anymore! [uh..uh..uh..'my very dear fren'] ~_~;

..to be continue..

ponteng and teacher's day celebration

2005-05-28T12:30:00.000+08:00

today is yet another day i played truant in school..well, how could i resist it?! it was d last day at school 4 tis term's holiday! oh! and it was teacher's day celebration!
Bak then in my old school, watever celebration there is in always exciting..it was fun! but now, in my new school, it was damn boring although tis is da 2nd time i celebrate it in SAB..we've gotta seat on da school tarmec which gradually grows sunnier as time passes by because of the rising sun, and more..since the teachers are facing towards us, most of the performance shown are showing their butts towards d larger audience...d students of course!..how can tis be? can't we even enjoy it?!

Ah~~anyway, since i ponteng school, tis is no sweat for me. I went out wit Stacy at lunch time..well the usual place..Bukit Bintang..wat to do? we walk, we eat (i ate da most), our feet hurts (mine hurts most), we look at things..etc. etc. I then bought a magazine..with cosplay pictures in it, showed it to Stacy and pujuk her to cosplay with me la..(i really wanted a companion to do cosplay with me..) but she must also have interest in it also ma..ai~~~ ~_~! Maybe i should ask Mana as well! She's ok with it i guess...

Ah!!! I wanna do cosplaying!!! (with a friend of course!) Argh!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~ ~_~!
I WANNA BE MANA!! or maybe Kirua ^-^

1st time here..my school...

2005-05-26T20:13:00.000+08:00

Finally...i got to hav a blog page! after months of thinking a blog title 4 it..anyway tis title is really tak masuk akal. I think that my blog also will be a silly and boring(i hope not!) 1. =p

well today is a really damn boring day at school except 4 when somebody says that she's da most gedik person he's ever known (tis would refer to someone who said to the person whom i really hate da most). Personally, i don really know why do i go to school during d last week b4 the holiday. Maybe because i've ponteng too many days, so wanna compensate it 4 the goodwill of my last testimonial at the end of the year. Anyway, it's so so boring that even sleeping in school is such a hard thing especially when you are very sleepy =( my school finishes damn late also (2pm) but my class (most notorious 1) punctuality is something that never exist in their dictionary (bear in mind that im in an upper 6 gov. secondary school) so my classmates especially Mr. N & N (2 person) and our YDPA will come to school and go back home at their own will! It's a norm now..even teachers shut an eye when it comes to their problem...some, trying to kiss a higher officer's ass in da school will start all sorts of funny accusation n points juz to impress! aii~~~
It's so fake..especially when there's somebody could not realise that she is not really welcome in da group because of her lack of fluency in the English language [she pronounces the word antenae as anthony!!! and still proud of it even we've corrected her!] how vain of her =(

evry D@y 4 leAƒ cLòvEr

kimi ni aitakute ~_~

...../^-^\.....

back from a faraway land~

im back!!!!!!!! X)

nearing CNY!!!! XD XD XD

*shocked, speechless, still shocked and speechless*

im a bad driver @_@ Amen..

tomorrow..toki doki

dreams..Love is so blind

my New Year's resolution at last!!!!!

..... =p

break UPs...~_~

Star Education Fair

My age....

puppy!!!!

Psychology Test

so boring~~~

Shinen ni Akemashite Omedettou Gozaimasu nyuu >_<

when worse comes to worse T_T

CF 05

konbanwa!!

huh...

huh~~

ponteng and teacher's day celebration

1st time here..my school...

shocked, speechless, still shocked and speechless