break UPs...~_~
d worst thing to happen in life between relationship is break ups..well..tats wat i've done yesterday..i've broke up wif my NS so-called "hubby" and broke all our friendship ties with him..sounds harsh eh. But this is wat i've decided!
The problem 1st started during our NS stint..which i dun bother about it oredi..but wat im angry is tat HE IGNORED ME FOR SUM UNKNOWN REASONS AT TAT TIME until i found out y he ignored me..so fine! its bcoz of a girl back his home in Ipoh..ah~~nothing much to worry..so in the end, he came back to me and i asked y he ignored me..not even a sorry word..he denied everything which i oredi knew secretly thru A-kun..saying tat i was very busy wif A-kun and frens wor.. again i was o_O! WHAT?! i was busy wif them????!!!..anyway..i dun keep things in my heart..i'll remember it but not up to d extent of hating him like i do now..uh..no more hating ady..very stressful u noe =_= so we kept in contact..actually it was i who is buzy texting ex-campmates and frens to keep in touch with them coz i really love and cherish them..and tats my weakness..to me, fren is everything (life, air, water, watever!) but sumhow..life has never been fair to me..i din hav real frens..but i still hav sum ppl who i can put my trust, love and care..even tho they dun remember me T_T
well..up till then..we're steady..juz like best buddies chatting about anything our interest until he asked me whether r we in an open relationship..i was clueless at tat time to noe wat tat actually means and i answered him yes..but i asked for explanation after it..coz i wanna noe wat kinda relationship is tat..so ok..i noe d meaning oredi, i rebuked him by saying tat i treated him as my chee mui and i think i broke his heart tat time..but i was too clueless and blur to noe his feelings. Later he told me tat a girl asked him to be her partner for a prom night. I was elated!!not becoz of wat..but becoz sumbody asked him out for a prom night which i never experienced it b4 even tho there was once a proposal to hav an all girls prom nite which we rejected wat r we suppose to do in an all girl prom night!! So i encouraged him to accept d invite..he was quite reluctatant at first..but upon my inssition*how to spell tis?* he agreed..for a few days
After a few days, he texted me saying tat he rejected d invite. I was having Maths tuition at tat time..and to nobody's info..i hate maths like i hate Umbridge!! I was oredi tension..Mr. Tan is blabbering so fast..and there i receive his sms..so i asked him y did he rejected it???my reason was tat he could hav met more girls other than sticking to me only (hmm..maybe in my conscience..i noe tat he likes me ^~^) well..still clueless i was..i asked him twice!! and the last reply from him was " its my choice!! i dun wan" *speechless in blur mode*
For about a month he got angry at me when i tried to coax him..still he doesnt wanna talk to me..in the end i gave up..y is it everytime i gotta pujuk ppl???? so i started to ignore him..gradually becoming to dai kirai him!..then he came back
on MSN
Ming Han: Im sorry..
me: for wat?
Ming Han: im so sorry..
me: *pissed* for wat???
Ming Han: i noe..i've been such an idiot
me: *still pissed off* for what???!!!! plz dun talk to me! i dun wanna talk to u anymore!!
Ming Han: plz..im so sorry
me:bye..*close chat window*
hey!!!WTF!! he juz say sorry for nothing..he din even told me y he slammed(ignored) at me again!!!no explanation wat so ever!!again, for nobody's information sorry is not a cure for all mistakes!! especially when d same mistake is done not once but twice!! He told me sorry over and over again in d phone b4 for his 1st mistake without explaining anything and i accept it and soon forgotten about it..but then d same mistake happened again, with d same reason SUM UNKNOWN GIRLS Hey mister!! im not a person who doesnt hav a heart nor feelings u noe..so he got fed up..so do i..towards this kinda guy..total waste of my ATPs only X(
then, yesterday, i finally remembered wat i wanna tell him d day i started to ignore him..after all said, he still hav d neck to tell me not to think of myself as a gud fren to him either (obviously he dun understand d msg tat i texted him) i was like o_O so i replied him stating tat i never considered myself as a gud fren..it is ppl who judge me who says it..not me. At tat point, i think h malu ady at d other end..so he changed d topic saying tat keeping grudges in my heart according to nurses' report tat i'll live a shorter life *shocked and pissed* WTF!!!! i've told u..i held no grudges against u..well maybe a lil..=_= he got angry and leashed out at me saying tat he apologised oredi..excuse me..i noe u apologised..but without reasons..wat! if i kill sumbody..i juz say..."uh, im sorry" and walk off izzit?? no common sense rite? after several reasonings tat i told him..finally he told me d reasons for ignoring me at NS..wats d use??its d past..and u've repeat again..d same one. Then i thinked again..im really wasting a lot of my ATPs generated on him..and he's accusing me of keeping him away from his sleep coz i texted him about 2 sumthing 3 am..hey!!! its ur choice whether to reply me now or in d mornin when u wake up!!!dun blame me for it..he oso says tat he juz knew d real me..well i'll make it clear! im a very hot tempered person..but becoz of friends which is as i told u my weakness..my temper can be cooled down at any situation. i've told him b4..if he wanna be my bf, he hav2 suffer d consequenses tat time he says tat he rather be my fren coz i'll treat him nice..still i told him and those who read this d truth. Im a two-faced human..in front of frens..im nice..at d back oso nice..but when sum1 repeatedly step on my "tail", we're thru!i dun mind being a stress-relieving item nor a place 4 ppl to get angry at me..but at least tell me d reasons for being so..i dun mind if i dunno about the truth..u lie as u like but when i noe about d truth and u still lie..its worst then friendship!!
Thats wat i found in him..but i dun hav d heart to tell him..and there, sumtimes he thinks tat he noe it all..saying tat since d day tat i ignored him..he begins to doubt about of friendship base. Ahem! u ignored me! i din doubt anything..i ignored u..u doubted about our friendship..u're juz being a jerk!! an idiot jerk!!!
lastly i told him..after we're thru..chances of us being friends again is nil..tats when he started to think "smart" which some of it i approve..but not all coz most of it in my opinion is pointless to say anymore.
anyway, i've announced my break up wif him to my ipoh NS frens..SHeep-sheep congratulates me..o_O whereas Lim was curious..lets forget about it..forget about having such a "gud" friend
T_T T_T T_T
p.s to Ming Han if he manage to read this: If u like a girl..tell her on d spot if she puts u in a position which u feel will hurt u..not keeping it to urself and ignoring d girl juz bcoz u feel guilty!! and think b4 u act. Dun go and fall for others when u hav a girl back at home oredi altho i think its impossible..When ur in it..dun ignore her after telling ppl tat u like her!! TATS D WORST PPL ON EARTH TO HAV EVER EXIST!!! X( coz i dun wanna to be that girl!!
The problem 1st started during our NS stint..which i dun bother about it oredi..but wat im angry is tat HE IGNORED ME FOR SUM UNKNOWN REASONS AT TAT TIME until i found out y he ignored me..so fine! its bcoz of a girl back his home in Ipoh..ah~~nothing much to worry..so in the end, he came back to me and i asked y he ignored me..not even a sorry word..he denied everything which i oredi knew secretly thru A-kun..saying tat i was very busy wif A-kun and frens wor.. again i was o_O! WHAT?! i was busy wif them????!!!..anyway..i dun keep things in my heart..i'll remember it but not up to d extent of hating him like i do now..uh..no more hating ady..very stressful u noe =_= so we kept in contact..actually it was i who is buzy texting ex-campmates and frens to keep in touch with them coz i really love and cherish them..and tats my weakness..to me, fren is everything (life, air, water, watever!) but sumhow..life has never been fair to me..i din hav real frens..but i still hav sum ppl who i can put my trust, love and care..even tho they dun remember me T_T
well..up till then..we're steady..juz like best buddies chatting about anything our interest until he asked me whether r we in an open relationship..i was clueless at tat time to noe wat tat actually means and i answered him yes..but i asked for explanation after it..coz i wanna noe wat kinda relationship is tat..so ok..i noe d meaning oredi, i rebuked him by saying tat i treated him as my chee mui and i think i broke his heart tat time..but i was too clueless and blur to noe his feelings. Later he told me tat a girl asked him to be her partner for a prom night. I was elated!!not becoz of wat..but becoz sumbody asked him out for a prom night which i never experienced it b4 even tho there was once a proposal to hav an all girls prom nite which we rejected wat r we suppose to do in an all girl prom night!! So i encouraged him to accept d invite..he was quite reluctatant at first..but upon my inssition*how to spell tis?* he agreed..for a few days
After a few days, he texted me saying tat he rejected d invite. I was having Maths tuition at tat time..and to nobody's info..i hate maths like i hate Umbridge!! I was oredi tension..Mr. Tan is blabbering so fast..and there i receive his sms..so i asked him y did he rejected it???my reason was tat he could hav met more girls other than sticking to me only (hmm..maybe in my conscience..i noe tat he likes me ^~^) well..still clueless i was..i asked him twice!! and the last reply from him was " its my choice!! i dun wan" *speechless in blur mode*
For about a month he got angry at me when i tried to coax him..still he doesnt wanna talk to me..in the end i gave up..y is it everytime i gotta pujuk ppl???? so i started to ignore him..gradually becoming to dai kirai him!..then he came back
on MSN
Ming Han: Im sorry..
me: for wat?
Ming Han: im so sorry..
me: *pissed* for wat???
Ming Han: i noe..i've been such an idiot
me: *still pissed off* for what???!!!! plz dun talk to me! i dun wanna talk to u anymore!!
Ming Han: plz..im so sorry
me:bye..*close chat window*
hey!!!WTF!! he juz say sorry for nothing..he din even told me y he slammed(ignored) at me again!!!no explanation wat so ever!!again, for nobody's information sorry is not a cure for all mistakes!! especially when d same mistake is done not once but twice!! He told me sorry over and over again in d phone b4 for his 1st mistake without explaining anything and i accept it and soon forgotten about it..but then d same mistake happened again, with d same reason SUM UNKNOWN GIRLS Hey mister!! im not a person who doesnt hav a heart nor feelings u noe..so he got fed up..so do i..towards this kinda guy..total waste of my ATPs only X(
then, yesterday, i finally remembered wat i wanna tell him d day i started to ignore him..after all said, he still hav d neck to tell me not to think of myself as a gud fren to him either (obviously he dun understand d msg tat i texted him) i was like o_O so i replied him stating tat i never considered myself as a gud fren..it is ppl who judge me who says it..not me. At tat point, i think h malu ady at d other end..so he changed d topic saying tat keeping grudges in my heart according to nurses' report tat i'll live a shorter life *shocked and pissed* WTF!!!! i've told u..i held no grudges against u..well maybe a lil..=_= he got angry and leashed out at me saying tat he apologised oredi..excuse me..i noe u apologised..but without reasons..wat! if i kill sumbody..i juz say..."uh, im sorry" and walk off izzit?? no common sense rite? after several reasonings tat i told him..finally he told me d reasons for ignoring me at NS..wats d use??its d past..and u've repeat again..d same one. Then i thinked again..im really wasting a lot of my ATPs generated on him..and he's accusing me of keeping him away from his sleep coz i texted him about 2 sumthing 3 am..hey!!! its ur choice whether to reply me now or in d mornin when u wake up!!!dun blame me for it..he oso says tat he juz knew d real me..well i'll make it clear! im a very hot tempered person..but becoz of friends which is as i told u my weakness..my temper can be cooled down at any situation. i've told him b4..if he wanna be my bf, he hav2 suffer d consequenses tat time he says tat he rather be my fren coz i'll treat him nice..still i told him and those who read this d truth. Im a two-faced human..in front of frens..im nice..at d back oso nice..but when sum1 repeatedly step on my "tail", we're thru!i dun mind being a stress-relieving item nor a place 4 ppl to get angry at me..but at least tell me d reasons for being so..i dun mind if i dunno about the truth..u lie as u like but when i noe about d truth and u still lie..its worst then friendship!!
Thats wat i found in him..but i dun hav d heart to tell him..and there, sumtimes he thinks tat he noe it all..saying tat since d day tat i ignored him..he begins to doubt about of friendship base. Ahem! u ignored me! i din doubt anything..i ignored u..u doubted about our friendship..u're juz being a jerk!! an idiot jerk!!!
lastly i told him..after we're thru..chances of us being friends again is nil..tats when he started to think "smart" which some of it i approve..but not all coz most of it in my opinion is pointless to say anymore.
anyway, i've announced my break up wif him to my ipoh NS frens..SHeep-sheep congratulates me..o_O whereas Lim was curious..lets forget about it..forget about having such a "gud" friend
T_T T_T T_T
p.s to Ming Han if he manage to read this: If u like a girl..tell her on d spot if she puts u in a position which u feel will hurt u..not keeping it to urself and ignoring d girl juz bcoz u feel guilty!! and think b4 u act. Dun go and fall for others when u hav a girl back at home oredi altho i think its impossible..When ur in it..dun ignore her after telling ppl tat u like her!! TATS D WORST PPL ON EARTH TO HAV EVER EXIST!!! X( coz i dun wanna to be that girl!!
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